CHOKING AWAY THE ANGER
(Martin Freeman's call for The Dream Whisperer to save his scarred soul...
And his damaged mental state of being!)
OK, Martin Freeman, I have heard your clarion call!
I am now residing inside the place you have called me to...
The convoluted spider web of confusion that is the entry to the...
Countless rooms to the secrets filled crumbling manor of your mind.
I have opened eighty-six of those heavy metaphysical doors to your nightmares.
I have vanquished the ugly things hiding inside the dark, ugly spaces inside.
But you have countless more hiding places for your horror memories to hide.
You have to do some of this cleansing work, too.
And now I am confronting your demons for you to ask them the question...
Just where does your ANGER, and all your ANGST, come from?
What made them appear inside of you in the first place?
What made them so strong that you needed me to bring you back from a horrible place.
You say you don't enjoy the touch of women.
You say your skin goes cold when they touch you.
You say your head hurts when women talk to you.
And, you say, confrontational women make you... homicidal?
You say when you were a kid girls hated you.
When you were in college they were all combative to you.
And now, in the present day of being an adult in the work force, they all boss you around.
And, you believe, they all lie and cheat as a fact of being women.
Your mother was a good woman, you say, when she was sober.
You defend her honor to the end, inside the derision in your mind, because she is your mom.
When you buried her a year ago you decided -- there and then --
That all women cut you off at the knees in the end.
But now you know that you have been irrational all of your waking days.
Bad things did happen to you when you were a young child by the hand of your mother.
I could easily force you to confront those beasts of incest and fear...
But it is better for you to allow me to kill them for you so that you can forget the horror.
You mother is gone to hell, or heaven, or nowhere... we will leave that thought as a whatever.
You called me to enter into your dream to stop you before you succumbed to the urge to murder.
And now I have removed that monster from your psyche.
But, I will not completely remove the memory.
You have work to do, Martin Freeman.
You have people out there in the real world to track down and share your story with.
You now have a piece of my Dream Whisperer stuff of dreams inside your soul and memories.
You are now a man who matters in life in the Horrorwalker World of Horrorwalker horror!
Feathery whispers are all around your mind now.
They are the feminine hushes I have placed inside of you that can swoosh away the pain.
Come on man, think about your former plight.
Was it really so bad that you had to push away WOMEN?
It was that bad, I know, I was just injecting a little levity into your mind.
You are naturally a man with a nice and easy funny wit about you.
And oh, I can see you going out into the world tomorrow and finding the mate to your soul.
You can thank me during the nights when you dream of better thoughts than before we met...
SAW
